Wonderful lecture. Thank you.

Oh, we’re defending democracy, democracy of its worst kind, an ego-based democracy. Do you want to feed the wolf or the sheep, we ask the sheppard. Do we want to spread hate or love? Spreading love by war fare? So are we serving God or the Beast?

Once I read an article of a Jewish holocast concentration camp survivor. He realised to be the same as his torturers, as in his mind he wanted to torture and kill them.

He swaped from ego to him self, facing reality. Accepting his suffering, pain, and realising it’s the only way to stop spreading hate and turning it in to love.

Once I met an elite group Austrian who served in the Schutzstaffel SS, who fought on the East-front, his face was burned, he was lame. He confesed this after I asked about his markings. I knew him from seeing him a few times in the panoramic restaurant of a skiing resort in Austria which I visited for 6 years before in my youth. He intreged me by his apearence. He felt very ashamed. I was stupid at that time, he claimed.
I said: You must have suffered very badly (Sie müssen sehr gelitten haben)
If I were you… (Als I Sie Wehre…)
I would have done exactly the same. (Hätte ich genau dass selbe gemacht)
Because I would have been you, having the same background, being you.
I told him the story of the Jewish concentration camp surivor and I felt like I was pasing him the forgiveness, the love that this Jewish surivivor planted in the world.

I was just a channel, a katalysor.

We all just do stupid things, because we don’t know better, we can’t oversee the implecations, we learned from our parents and our environment, they learned from their parent and their environment. We aren’t individuals, we are just ancestry in progress, doing stupid things.

And once and while, we get concious/aware, by meating a concious person or her/his story, ideas and if we are lucky, we can pass love.
Serve God, Allah, Abraham, Boeddha, Krishna, Mother Earth, the Field, Ralph or whatever we like to call it.

We can only pass love if we are our selves, step out off our ego, the brick wall we made to defend ourselves, the state we think we need to survive, which is not easy. Just stop fighting with what or anyone. Everything is normal, it’s just a stage we have to learn from. Dealing with our past, our ancestry, don’t fight, accept, love, we are all stupid… if we keep on fighting. Ooh, how can we be this stupid! (That’s fighting to)

Who or whatever we fight, we fight ourselves.. Start loving

Love Oscar (an allso stumbeling ego)